Me: But it's my dream! You can't do this to me! - I cried out with my mother
Mother: There's discussion. You will make administration is a safer profession. It is best for you. Otherwise...
Me: What? What are you going to do? Kick me out of the house? Disown me? - She paused - not to work, I myself do.
Mother: S / N.
Me: I thought the best for me would be happy. Seems your opinion is quite different.. - I dried the tears - You love to control everything, think you know everything, but don't know! - I picked up my guitar and walked toward the door. - I'll prove it to you.
Mother: Where are you going?
Me: Why do you want to know? I owe no more satisfaction from the moment I am no longer your daughter. - She fell silent - I'll do a show, and I will crush like I always do. And as always you will not be there to see it, because it only cares about what you want and fuck the rest. Guess: like mother, like daughter. - Left
I can't no longer endure so much pressure. Music is my life and that's what I want to live. No matter how hard it is, I will fight for my dream. I just wanted a little support from my only family.
I walked. I was so early was in no hurry. I had to think.
Xxx: Caution! - * POW * fell
Me: Ah! - I screamed with pain
Xxx: My God! Forgive me, I lost control - took my hand and helping me up - Are you... - stopped in mid-sentence and stared at me, I was no different, I was staring at that boy, I could not believe it.
Me: Yes... - I spoke slowly knowing what he would ask.
Olly: Oh - wake of the transition - I am Olly.
Me: Yeah I know - smiles still thinking it was a dream - Everyone knows. - He smiled - I am Y/N. - We shook hands.
Olly: It's a pleasure. Ehr ... you are in pain?
Me: No ... Not really. Only my arm a little - I reached down to pick up the guitar - Ah!
Olly: What? - he picked up the guitar and I started to cry
Me: My fist. Damn, I think it opened. My God how it hurts! - I closed my eyes trying not to cry with pain
Olly: Come. I take in the hospital.
Me: I can't not. I have to go to the show.
Olly: Show? But your wrist, how are you playing? - I sat on the bench that was there putting me into tears of pain and despair
Me: Damn ... Is all wrong.
Olly: Ehr ... - hesitated - I know I dont have anything to do with your life, but something happened before this fall?
Me: Yes. But I dont want to fill you with my problems. - Managed crying - I must go.
Olly: Wait. Let me help you. I'll take you.
Me: Okay. But of what? You are skating. - I pointed skateboarding him that he took.
Olly: My house is two blocks from here. We can make a dressing or anything like that on your fist, then I picked up the car and take you to show. - I agreed and followed him.
We were talking, just avoided the subject of my mom just said she never supported me in music. I heard wonderful things about him, his life and his career. And it's like I dream for me. We arrived at his home and his mother bandaged my arm. She is a person of love. And then he took me to the show and promised to stay and watch me.
Olly: You will sing songs yours?
Me: Unfortunately not. It is a cover show.
Olly: And how will play with this fist?
Me:I dont know. But if I can't I will not be able to ... - I started crying
Olly: Dont cry - stroked my hair - I have an idea. And if I play for you. - I looked analyzing it in search of some joke signal.
Me: Would do it? For me? - He nodded - But you don't even know me.
Olly: I know yes. You're Y/N name, have my age, is beautiful and has a talent for sure, otherwise would not have gotten this show that even if it is short and cover, it's still a show and it's a start.
Me: Well. Seems that know me. - Smile - All right, come on! - I jumped from the car and very happy he accompanied me.
I told the speaker that I would not be alone. No sooner had I returned and I heard.
Speaker: And to open the cover show tonight will call Y/N with a special appearance by Oscar Olly Molander, a member of the boy group The Fooo!
Olly: Already? But what are you going to sing?
I: Can you play FiveFourSeconds right? - He nodded - Then it will be the same. - I walked toward the stage
Olly: Wait ... - I didn't expect he finished speaking
We hit the stage and handed me two microphones.
Olly: It seems I'll have to sing with you.
Me: Yes, We will improvise - I risked and he laughed adjusting the microphone and starting to play
I pressed the microphone with nervousness and began to sing ... We sing together. It was amazing because it did not do anything wrong. Our voices fell into place, notes, time. Everything was perfect. After that night we got together one more time talking and he made a place for me to stay since I had left home.
We began to find and I got to know his work near us and he liked me too. I met the boys and they are wonderful, especially Olly. Until my fist improved he kept playing with me at the evenings. Until one day...
Olly: Enough. I think you deserve a lot more than play a few events at night and do covers. You are awesome! Your songs are great. No. Let's fix that.
Me: What are you doing? - I laughed and he jumped off the couch.
Olly: Wait and see. Need to go. Even more - He came to me to say goodbye and unwittingly saddled me with a kiss - Ehr ...
Me: Ok - both blushed - I think you have to go.
Olly: Yeah. See you. - exited
Ok' I loved it, anyway I like him. Only he who does not notice. Or pretends not to notice. A late afternoon I received a call telling him to meet him at a restaurant that had to present me a person. I accepted and went to get ready. Ready, went to meet him.
Me: Hi. - I found a quiet table with a middle-aged man, medium height and very well dressed.
Olly: Y/N, this is William, director of our shows.
Me: Oh, hi. - I greeted
William: You must be the singer who both spoke Olly
Me: I hope so. - Laughed and sat.
William: I'll be very direct. - He stared at me - Olly said you sing a lot and I hope he is right. The person invited to open the next concerts of the boys in the country canceled at the last minute. And this is a unique opportunity. Take it or leave it. - I froze trying to dissolve those words. - What do you say?
Olly: Y / N? What do you think?
Me: What do I think? You want to know what I think? - Stared - Nothing less than wonderful! My God, you're amazing! Of course I accepted! That's awesome!
William: Ok 'then go tomorrow in my office to get it right the details. Now I will leave the lovebirds celebrate. - He winked, smiled and left.
Me: Lovebirds? Olly what I told him?
Olly: Maybe that you are my girlfriend. - He averted his eyes reddening
I: I am? - I played
Olly: Do you want to be? - He meant it.
I smiled and kissed him, "oh yeah" I replied.
Xxx: Y / N? - I stopped. I recognize that voice anywhere.
Me: Mom? - I turned
Mother: Hi - was more than two weeks that I have not talked to her
Me: Hi. This is Olly, my boyfriend - introduced him awkwardly
Mother: I heard. How are you?
Me: Fine. It is giving all right. The money I earned from the shows is helping me a lot.
Mother: Mm. Until when?
Me: What?
Mother: How long will you stay in this music tantrum?
Me: Tantrum? Not tantrum. It's my dream, how many times do I have to say? I will not give it up because of you.
Mother: You're just like your father. This music history went up in his head and did the same with you. Music was what ended my marriage, which took him home and ...
Me: Dad would not let us because of the music. Their lack of love and understanding to him who took it from us. Get on that plane and ... - I could not say - Forget I will not argue with you. Call me after seeing my name on billboards around. - Left.
Olly On
See her argue with her mother was not good. See the lack of her mother's support is even worse. As soon as she came out and I held her mother before she turned away.
Me: I don't know what you have spent. But I know that you're the one her family. She's an amazing and very talented girl. Why dont you see that? Why not support and is not happy to be realizing the dream?
She: 'Cause this dream took her father from me, dont want to lose her too.
Me: And will not. Live this dream with her. - I gave a ticket to the VIP area of the show - Think about it.
S / N On
The days passed and show approaching, my name being highly publicized and I very anxious. In the last test I was exhausted and sat down, I started thinking about my mother. We have never had such a serious fight. I'm afraid to never go back to talk to her.
Olly: Hey princess. What happened? - Sat beside me adjusting my hair
Me: Nothing. I was just thinking about my mother. - Deep breath - Why she have to be so stubborn and so hard?
Olly: Well, she just wants your good. The world of music is difficult even and she just does not want to see you disappointed. I mean, you have stayed, but she loves you. She will see what is wrong about music, about everything and you will make amends. I'm sure.
Me: You're amazing you know? - He smiled and kissed me
Olly: Now come on! One last time to go to rest. - I agreed accompanied him
That night he went with me to my apartment and there happened. We made love for the first time. It wasn't my first time but it was so amazing and special as.
Olly: I love you. - He stroked my smiling face
Me: I love you - kissed again and fell asleep in his arms.
*Show time*
William: Are you ready? - He asked entering my "dressing room"
I looked in the mirror surprise myself.
Me: Yes. - My first show to a large audience.
William: Come? - I looked at him and smiles
Olly: Y / N? - He smiled - You look beautiful! - Kissed - Will be all right. Have you seen who's in the front row? - I looked out the curtain aisle and saw her.
Me: Mom? - I looked at taking care not to cry and smear my makeup - You brought her here? - He smiled - I love you so much! - Hugged him.
William: Go, it's time to shine.
Omar: We trust you.
Oscar: You will rock.
Felix: It's time to win the world, girl! - Hugged everyone
Olly: I love you - the best incentive I could get - Go.
I positioned myself and entered the stage. I could hear, fans sang to me, my music. The music I made for my mother. I am looking sang most of the time in her eyes, but interacting with fans. I saw her crying, I cried and finally ended the presentation. Hear the applause and affection of all those Foooers see my mother cheering me smiling and standing made me sure: the stage is my place.
After that show, all improved. My mother came to support me and to become my manager. Invitations to the show came every day. I soon made my first tour with participation of course, The Fooo. The Foooers well accepted my relationship with Olly. Most at least.
Me: Who knew a skate tumble do you find the love of your life. - I joked
Olly: Who knew that finding the love of your life do you realize a dream after another. - Laugh
Me: Very simple, I didn't know, but my dream has always been you. - He looked at me with twinkle in his eyes - I love Olly.
Olly: I love S / N.
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